ΜΙΑ ΠΡΟΦΗΤΕΙΑ ΜΟΝΟ ΓΙΑ ΤΗΝ ΕΛΛΑΔΑ

How we must accuse ourselves, and not our neighbors

Let us examine, brothers, how it is that at one time a man hears a disparaging remark and passes it by without being disturbed, as if he had hardly heard it, and at another time he hears it and is immediately disturbed. What is the reason for such a difference? Is there only one reason for this difference or are there many? As I see it there are many reasons, but there is one thing, one might say, which is the basic generating cause of them all. I will tell you how this is. First, it happens when a man is at prayer or spiritually at rest and being, as one might say, in a good disposition he bears with his brother and is not disturbed. Again it may happen that he is partial to the person who attacks him and for this reason he will suffer without difficulty anything he does to him. Then there is the person who disdains the one who wants to cause him pain and despises what he does, and does not treat him as a man or attribute any meaning to what is said or done by him. I will tell you about an incident of this kind which will astonish you. There was a certain brother living at the monastery before I arrived there and I never saw him put out, troubled or angry with anyone although at various times I saw many of the brethren insulting him and treating him unkindly. That youngster suffered everything that was done to him by everyone as if no one were troublesome to him. I therefore, used to wonder at his extraordinary forbearance and desired to learn how he had acquired such virtue. Once I took him aside and having bowed down before him, beseeched him to tell me what thoughts were habitually in his heart, either when he was insulted or when he was treated badly by someone, that he should manifest such patience. He answered contemptuously and without embarrassment, "Is it my business to pay any attention to their shortcomings, or accept their insults as coming from humans? They are just barking dogs." Having heard this I cast my eyes down and said to myself, "Has this brother found the way?" And signing myself, I went away praying that God would protect both him and me.

It happens, as I said, that a man may not be troubled through disdain. This is manifestly a loss. Being incensed against a brother who is troublesome to us happens because we are not always in a good mood or because we dislike him. There are many causes of this which we have already mentioned. The root cause of all these disturbances, if we are to investigate it accurately, is that we do not accuse ourselves; hence we have all these commotions and we never find rest. It is not to be wondered at that we hear from the Holy Fathers that there is no other way but this and we see that no one at any time went by another way and found rest. We hope to achieve peace of soul and suppose that we are on the right path, yet we never come to the point of accusing ourselves. Truly, if a man were to be perfect in a thousand virtues but not take this path, he would never stop troubling others or being troubled by them, and he would thus waste all his labors. What joy, what peace of soul has the man who accuses himself! As Abba Poemen says, wherever he goes, no matter what happens to him, some dishonor, or any kind of trouble, he is predisposed to accept it as his deserts, and he would never be put to confusion. Could there be a more care-free state than this?

But someone will say, "Suppose a brother troubles me and I examine myself and find that I have not given him any cause, how can I accuse myself?" If a man really examines himself, in the fear of God, he will usually find that he has given cause for offence, either by deed or word or by his bearing. But if, in scrutinizing himself, as I said, he sees that he has given no cause in any of these ways at that moment, it is likely that at another time he has offended him either in the same circumstances or in others, or perhaps he has offended another brother and he should have suffered on that account or for some other wrong doing. If, as I was saying, he takes a look at himself in the fear of God and earnestly examines his own conscience, he will always find himself guilty.

Again there is the case of a man minding his own business, sitting at peace and quiet; and when a brother comes up and says an annoying word to him, he is put out by it. And from the circumstances he thinks that he is justifiably angered, and he speaks against the one who troubled him, saying, "If he had not come and spoken to me and annoyed me I should not have been sinned." This is a diabolic delusion! Could it really be that the one who spoke a word to him put that passion into him? He only showed that it already existed in him; so that he could, if he chose, repent of it. But the man referred to above is like rotten bread, externally good, but inwardly all moldy, and when someone crushes it, its corruption is revealed. He was sitting at peace, as we were saying, but he had this anger inside him and he did not know it. One word to him from the other and the corruption hidden inside him showed itself. If, therefore, he wants to receive mercy, then let him repent, purify himself, and spiritually progress; let him see that he should rather thank that brother, who had been an occasion of spiritual help to him. Temptations would no longer vanquish him in the same way, but in proportion to his advance in this custom he would find that they became easier to bear. For to the degree that a soul advances it becomes stronger and has the power to bear anything that comes upon it. In the same way, if your beast of burden is strong you put a heavy load on it and he carries it; if he does happen to stumble, he gets up quickly and doesn't seem to notice his fall. But if he is a sickly animal the same load weighs him down. If he falls down it takes a lot of help to get him up. So it is with the soul: if it goes on sinning it becomes sickly. Sin makes a man sickly and he has become weak and unsound because of it, for sin weakens and undermines the strength of those who give themselves over to it. Therefore the slightest thing that happens to him will weigh him down; but if a man is advancing all the time in goodness, what happens to him becomes less and less difficult to bear in proportion to the ground he has gained. And so this habit of accusing ourselves will work out well for us and bring us peace and much profit, especially since nothing can happen to us apart from the providence of God.

But suppose someone says, "How can I not be troubled if I need something and don't get it? You see, I am asking for it to satisfy a pressing need." Yet even here he has no reason to blame anybody or to be incensed against anyone. For even supposing there is a real need as he claims and yet he does not receive it, he ought to say, "Christ knows better than I do if I ought to receive what I desire, He will take the place of this object or this food for me." The Sons of Israel ate manna in the desert for forty years and the manna appeared exactly the same for all. For each one it became what he needed. If a man was in need of something salty, it was salty; if he was in need of something sweet, it was sweet. In short, for each it became what was most suited to his actual condition. So when a man wants an egg but he gets only vegetables, he says to his thoughts, "If it was good for me to have it, God would certainly have sent it. Besides, He can also make it so that these vegetables had the power to do me as much good as an egg. And I trust God, that this will be accounted to him as martyrdom. If a man is truly worthy of rest God will convince the hearts of the Saracens that they must deal mercifully with him according to his needs; if he is not worthy or if it is not for his good, he may make a new heaven and a new earth, but he will not find rest. Never mind that a man sometimes finds more rest than he needs and sometimes not even what he needs. It is God, Who is merciful and grants everyone what he needs. It may happen that He sends a man him more than he needs; in doing so he shows the abundance of his love for men and teaches him to give thanks. When he does not grant him what he needs, His word (cf. Matt. 4:4) compensates for the thing he needs and teaches him patience. Missing text ends here.

And thus, whether someone does good to us or we endure evil from someone, we should look above and give thanks to God for everything that happens to us, always reproaching ourselves and saying, as the Fathers have said, that if something good happens to us this is the work of God's providence, when something evil happens to us this it is for our sins. For in truth, everything we endure we endure for our sins. If the saints suffer they suffer for the name of God or so that their virtues might be revealed for the benefit of many, or so that their crowns or reward from God might be multiplied. Can we wretched ones say this of ourselves, we who so sin every day, and satisfying our passions, we have left the right path pointed out by the Fathers, the path of self-reproach, and go on a crooked path, the path of reproaching our neighbors? And each of us strives in every deed to put the blame on our brother and place the whole weight upon him; every one of us disdains the commandments and does not keep a single one, and yet we demand that our neighbor the fulfill them all.

Once there came to me two brothers who had a grievance with each other, and the Elder said about the younger: "When I tell him to do something he gets upset, and I am also upset, because I think that if he had confidence and love towards me he would except my words with faith." And the younger said, "Forgive me Abba, he speaks to me not at all with the fear of God, but he commands me like a despot and I think that is why my heart is not inclined to have confidence in him, as the Fathers say." Notice how both reproach each other, and not one of them reproaches himself. There were also two other brothers who were angry with each other, and, having bowed down before each other, did not receive peace. One of them said: "His bow did not come from his heart and that is why I am not settled, for thus the fathers have said." And the other said, "Since he was not prepared with love for me when I begged forgiveness of him, I am not settled." Do you see what a corruption of understanding this is! God knows I am terrified that even the very sayings of our Holy Fathers we use in accordance with our evil will and for the perdition of our souls. Each one of them should have placed the blame upon himself, and one of them should have said: I did not bow down to my brother from the heart, and that is why God did not dispose him towards me. The other should have said: since I was not prepared with love towards my brother before he asked forgiveness, God did not dispose him towards me. The first two brothers mentioned should have acted in the same way. One of them should have said: "I speak despotically, therefore God did not dispose my brother to have confidence in me"; and the other should have thought: "My brother commands me with humility and love, but I am not obedient and have no fear of God." And not one of them found the path to self-reproach, to the contrary, each laid the blame on the other. This why we do not advance, this is why we cannot come to the knowledge of good, but rather spend all our time at odds with one another and torment our own selves. Because each of us justifies himself, and as I have said, each of us allows himself to ignore the commandments, but we demand that our neighbor fulfill every one, we cannot come to a knowledge of the good. For if we learn even a small portion of something we immediately demand the same of our neighbor, reproaching him and saying: he should have done this, or, why did he do that? Why do we not rather demand of ourselves the fulfillment of the commandments, and why do we not reproach ourselves for the fact that we did not keep them?

Where is the elder who was asked, "What is the chief thing that you have found on this path, father?" and who replied, "To reproach yourself in everything"? The questioner praised this virtue as well, saying, "There is no other way besides this." Abba Poemen said, groaning, "All virtues have entered this house except for one, without which it is difficult for a man to stand firm", and when he was asked, "What is this virtue?" he replied, "That a man reproach himself in everything." St. Anthony said, "Man's great labor consists in taking all his transgressions upon himself before the face of God, and expecting temptation to his last breath." Everywhere we find that the fathers who held to this and placed everything upon God, even the smallest things, found repose.

An example of this is the holy elder who was afflicted with an illness when a brother poured linseed oil into his food instead of honey. The elder at this said nothing but ate in silence the first and even second time, not at all reproaching the brother who was serving him. He did not call him negligent, nor did he even trouble him with a single word. But when the brother found out what he had done and began to grieve, saying, "I have killed you, O Abba, and you have placed this sin upon me by your silence." Then with what meekness did the elder reply to him: "do not grieve, O child; if it were pleasing to God that I should eat honey, then you would have poured honey on for me." And thus he entrusted the matter to God.

What does God have to do with this, O monk? The brother made a mistake and you say, "If it had been pleasing to God;" but what part does God have in this matter? However he said: in truth if it were pleasing to God that I should eat honey, then the brother would have poured honey on for me. Although the elder was so ill and for many days unable to take food, he did not become grieved against the brother but entrusted the matter to God and found repose. And the elder said well, for if it had been pleasing to God that he should eat honey, then He would have turned even this foul smelling oil into honey. But we strive against our neighbor at every incident, insulting and reproaching him as negligent and not conscientious. We hear a single word and immediately reinterpret it saying: "If he did not wish to disturb me he would not have said this."

Where is the prophet David, who said concerning Semei, So let him curse, for the Lord has told him to curse David (II Samuel 16:10). Did God tell a murderer to curse the prophet? Can it really be that the Lord said this to him? But the prophet, having a spiritual understanding and knowing that nothing so draws God's mercy to a soul as temptation, and especially those inflicted and suffered during the time of grief and need, said, Let him curse, for the Lord has told him to curse David. Why? If by any means the Lord may look on my affliction, thus shall He return me good for his cursing this day (11 Samuel 16:12). Do you see how wisely the prophet acted? And what have I to do with you, ye sons of Sarvia? Even let him alone, and so let him curse, for the Lord has told him to curse David (II Samuel 16:10). But we do not want to say of our brother that the Lord told him to do it. If we hear an offensive word we act like a dog who leaves the person who throws a stone to run after the stone and chew on it. Such is our behavior: we leave God who has allowed dangers to come upon us in order to cleanse our sins, and we turn upon our neighbor saying, "Why did he say this to me? Why did he do this to me?" And so while we could have received great benefit from such incidents, we act contrarily, and we harm ourselves not understanding that by God's providence everything is ordered for the benefit of everyone.

May the Lord God enlighten us by the prayers of the saints, for in Him there is every glory, honor and worship unto the ages of ages. Amen.
 

Abba Dorotheos

Holy Martyr Vukasin of Klepci

Vukašin of Klepci was a Serbian Orthodox Christian from Herzegovina who was martyred by fascists during World War II for refusing to acknowledge the Ustashi leader.

Little is known about the life of Saint Vukasin. What is known about him is from the event resulting in his martyrdom. He was born in the village of Klepci, in Herzegovina, at the turn of the nineteenth/twentieth century. At the beginning of World War II, members of the Croatian fascist Ustašas arrested him and transported him, together with other Serbs of that region, into the notorious concentration camp of Jasenovac (the number of victims at this camp have been estimated to be at least 700,000). After horrible days full of torture, Vukašin was brought before an Ustashe soldier who was supposed to execute him, but who said he would spare his life if Vukasin cried loudly: "Long live Ante Pavelic!". Ante Pavelic was the leader of Ustashe. Vukasin, who saw a knife in the hands of the soldier, replied calmly: "My child, you do what you must", and refused to obey the soldier`s request. The Ustashe soldier brandished his knife and cut off Vukasin`s ear. The soldier then repeated his request. Vukasin repeated his answer. The soldier then cut off Vukašin's other ear, followed by his nose, and then scarred Vukasin`s face. Next his tongue was cut. After repeating the request to Vukasin to utter the vicious words and hail the Head of Ustaše (Ante Pavelic), Vukasin once again calmly replied: "My child, you do what you must". Distracted, the soldier eventually killed him, and afterwards went mad.


At the regular session of the Holy Assembly of Bishops of the Serbian Orthodox Church in 1998, Vukašin, from the Klepci village, was entered into the List of Names of the Serbian Orthodox Church as a martyr. His feast day is May 16.

If our thoughts are kind, we create harmony (Elder Thaddeus of Vitovnitza )

If our thoughts are kind, peaceful and quiet, turned only towards good, then we also influence ourselves and radiate peace all around us—in our family, in the whole country, everywhere. When we labor in the fields of the Lord, we create harmony. Divine harmony, peace and quiet spread everywhere. However, when we breed negative thoughts, that is a great evil. When there is evil in us, we radiate it among our family members and everywhere we go. So you see, we can be very good or very evil. If that's the way it is, it is certainly better to choose good!

St. John Chrysostom teaches us that all evil comes first from ourselves and only secondly from the devil. If we keep our minds vigilant and our hearts strong in the Faith, the devil has no access to us.

Elder Thaddeus of Vitovnitza

ΙΗΣΟΥΣ ΧΡΙΣΤΟΣ ΝΙΚΑ

Το κείμενο πού ακολουθεί, εστάλη από τον μοναχό Ιωσήφ εις τους εν Χριστώ αδελφούς του εις Κύπρον:
(Η ιστορία ενός πρώην μάγου)
Τελευταίως ήρθεν εδώ στο Άγιον Όρος ένα παιδάκι 16-17 ετών. Γεννήθηκε στην Αθήνα. Τριών χρόνων οί γονείς του το έδωσαν σε κάτι μάγους εις την Κίναν και το έβαλαν σε Κινέζικο μοναστήρι, οπού πιστεύουν εις τον Βούδα. Μέχρι 11 χρόνων το παιδί έγινε τέλειος μάγος. Διηγείται ό ίδιος δτι μπορούσε να καλέσει οποίον δαίμονα ήθελε.

Έχει -λέγει- άλλον δαίμονα για την πορνείαν, άλλον του θυμού, της κατακρίσεως κ.λπ.
'Ηξερε να τους φωνάζει και να του φανερώνονται και να τους προστάζει ότι ήθελε. Πολλές φορές περπατούσε στον αέρα όταν ήθελε και γενικά είχε τους δαίμονες εις την υπηρεσία του, πολλούς των οποίων γνωρίζει τα ονόματα, μεγαλύτερος των οποίων είναι ό Εωσφόρος και ακολουθούν άλλοι οχτώ αρχηγοί.

Εις το μοναστήρι ησκήθη επίσης είς την πάλην και έχει τόση τέχνη να χτυπήσει πέτραν να την σπάσει με το χέρι του, πράγμα πού είδαμε να πράττει και εδώ. Γνωρίζει σε τέλειον βαθμόν την πάλη καράτε και φοράει ζώνη μαύρη (των τελείων παλαιστών).


Εις ηλικία 11 ετών έγινε τέλειος μάγος, εννοώ μάγος οπού δεν υπάρχει όμοιος του εις την Ευρώπην. Χαρακτηριστικόν και θλιβερόν είναι και το εξής περιστατικόν:

Επισκέφθη το Θιβέτ κάποιος Καρδινάλιος, εις δε το πρόγραμμα υποδοχής ό Δαλάϊ-Λάμα κάλεσε τους ηγουμένους των μοναστηριών μαζί με τους εκλεκτότερους μαθητάς, εις των οποίων ήτο και ό πιτσιρίκος Γιώργος (ηλικίας 8-9 ετών επελέγη μεταξύ των αρίστων μαθητών έκαστος ηγούμενος επέλεγε ένα ή δύο).

Εις την υποδοχήν εκάλεσεν ό Δαλάϊ-Λάμα τον Εωσφόρο όστις παρουσιάσθη σε μορφήν μαύρου γίγαντος. Εν πρώτοις έπεσαν όλοι και τον προσεκύνησαν. Ακολούθως προσεφώνησεν ό Εωσφόρος τον Καρδινάλιον στον οποίο υπέσχετο δόξας και τιμάς...


Ως τέλειος μάγος, έλαβε ό μικρός βαθμόν 11 1/2.

Ό 12ος βαθμός είναι ό μείζων πλην εστερείτο ηλικίας.

Εις ηλικία 20 ετών θα εσφραγίζετο ως ιερεύς 12ου βαθμού.

Αφού τελείωσε τάς σπουδάς του ό νέος, σκέφθηκε να μάθη και γράμματα και ξένες γλώσσες. Το δε θαυμαστόν, αφού γύρισε ανά την υφήλιο, εμάνθανεν εντός ολίγου την γλώσσαν εκάστης χώρας. Εις την Αμερική επεσκέφθη τους σατανιστάς και παρέστη εις ανθρωποθυσίαν. Όσα δε φρικτά επιτελούνται εκεί, αδύνατον να περιγράφουν.


Κάποτε ένας συνάδελφος του, του είπε: Συνάδελφε άστα. Είδα εγώ, μάγον πού ούτε νήπια δεν λογιζόμαστε κοντά τον... Πήγα στους χριστιανούς και είδα τον ιερέα να παίρνει βρέφος να το σφάζει, να το τρώει και να δίνη και στους άλλος. Πράγματι, οι δύο νέοι διεπίστωσαν ότι στους χριστιανούς υπάρχει ένα φοβερό μυστήριο•. (Είδαν Ιδίοις όμμασιν την αναίμακτον θυσίαν τον Χριστού μας).


Περίεργον πώς ό εκ των γονέων εγκαταλειφθείς νεαρός ανακάλυψε τα ίχνη τους εις την Σουηδίαν ασχολούμενους με επιχειρήσεις.

Κατά θείαν οικονομία συναντά Ορθόδοξον ευλαβή ιερέα τον οποίον και επεσκέφθη και εις τον οποίον άρχισεν επίδειξιν μαγικής τέχνης: υψώθηκε στον αέρα, κάλεσε το νερό να έλθει με το ποτήρι στα χείλη του μόνο του να πιει, κουνούσε τραπεζάκια κ.λπ.

Ό ιερεύς έβλεπε με απάθεια.

Λέγει ό μικρός. Πώς εσύ δεν θαυμάζεις όπως και οι άλλοι; Η μήπως μπορείς να κάνεις τα όμοια: Λέγει ό ιερεύς: «εγώ δεν κάνω τέτοια, μπορώ όμως να σε κάνω να μην κάνης εσύ τέτοια» και του φοράει ένα ξύλινο σταυρό. «Ορίστε, ξαναπέταξε», του λέγει.

Δοκιμάζει μια, δυο, τίποτε. Καλεί τον Εωσφόρο εις βοήθειαν.

Ή απάντησης: «Δεν μπορώ αν δεν πετάξεις εκείνο το ξύλο».

Γέλασεν ό ιερεύς. Ό μικρός τα 'χασέ, συνάμα όμως σοφίστηκε και ρωτά τι είναι αυτό το ξύλο και τοιουτοτρόπως εκατάλαβεν ότι οί δαίμονες δεν είναι τίποτε μπροστά στον Χριστόν. Αφού κατηχήθη αρκετά περί της Ορθοδόξου πίστεως, ήκουσε μεταξύ των άλλων θαυμάσιων της πίστεως μας και περί του Άγιου Φωτός το οποίον αναβλύζει εκ του Τάφου του Κυρίου, διό και απεφάσισε το ερχόμενο Πάσχα να μεταβεί είς Ιεροσόλυμα.


Ήκουσεν εις Σουηδίαν περί ενός περίφημου φακίρη, ό οποίος μάζευε πλήθος κόσμου δια να τον θαυμάσουν. Μεταβαίνει ό μικρός (νεοφώτιστος ήδη) με ένα ξύλινον σταυρόν ως όπλον προς παρακολούθησιν δήθεν των θαυμάτων του φακίρη και, ώ των θαυμάσιων Σταυρέ πανάγιε! Πάσα τέχνη του μεγάλου τεχνίτου έμεινε ανενέργητος!

Ό ίδιος εξετέθη ενώπιον του ακροατηρίου, το οποίον διελύθη με διαμαρτυρίες κ.λπ.

Μόνος δε έμεινε ό μικρός Γιώργος τον οποίον υποπτεύθη ως υπαίτιο. Αυτός δε εξήγαγεν τον Τίμιον Σταυρόν και του απεκάλυψε ότι αυτό το μικρό ξύλο του χάλασε όλα τα σχέδια, πλην όμως, προσθέτει ό μικρός ως τεχνίτης, ό φακίρης ούτος νήπιον ελογίζετο κοντά του και λέει επί λέξει: «Έπεκαλείτο κάτι διαβολάκια τόσο δα μικρά (ίσα με το δάκτυλο) στα οποία εγώ ούτε να μιλήσω δεν καταδεχόμην, κι αν ποτέ τα καλούσα, τους απαγόρευα να εμφανιστούν».

Με τον ερχομό του Πάσχα έφθασεν ό Γιώργος εις τα Ιεροσόλυμα. Πράγματι, διεπίστωσεν το αληθές περί του Αγίου Φωτός, πλην όμως του μπήκεν ή υπόνοια μήπως υπογείως υπάρχουν μηχανήματα και ανάβουν το Φως.

Καλεί λοιπόν τον Εωσφόρο. Ό Εωσφόρος γεμάτος χαράν εμφανίζεται εμπρός εις την ανέλπιστο πρόσκλησιν και διατίθεται να εξυπηρέτηση τον φίλον του με προθυμίαν.

Του λέγει ό Γιώργος: «Δάνεισε μου την δύναμίν σου να κοιτάξω μέσα στον τάφον».

Αμέσως ανοίγει ό τόπος και βλέπει μέχρις ορισμένου σημείου εις απόστασιν αρκετήν πίσω από τον Τάφον. Από εκεί και πέρα σκότος.

Του ξαναλέγει: «Δεν βλέπω τον Τάφον, βοήθησέ με να δω».

Απάντησης: «Δέν μπορώ να πλησιάσω, καίγομαι».

Εν συνεχεία φωνάζει, δεύτερον δαιμόνιον. Απάντησης, ή αυτή.

Αυθόρμητα ό μικρός δόξασε τον Θεόν και έβαλε τον σταυρόν του, ό δε διάβολος του έδωσε μια δυνατή σπρωξιά και από τη δύναμη του σταυρού έφυγε με κραυγάς «καίγομαι, καίγομαι». Όταν ό αδελφός μας Γιώργος επέστρεψε εις την Σουηδίαν, λέγει εις τον ευεργέτη του ιερέα. «Τώρα βρίσε όσο θέλεις και τον Βούδαν και την θρησκείαν του. Σ' ευχαριστώ, διότι διεπίστωσα ότι ή Θρησκεία της Ορθοδόξου Εκκλησίας είναι αληθής».


Ό διψασμένος νέος ακολούθως επισκέπτεται το 'Αγιον Όρος. Κατά θείαν οικονομίαν επέρασεν και από εδώ οπού και εξομολογήθηκε όλα όσα του συνέβησαν. Ό Γέροντας τον δίδαξε νοεράν προσευχήν (το Κύριε Ιησού Χριστέ, ελέησόν με, τον αμαρτωλό), πλην όμως ό διάβολος είχε λυσσάξει: Δύο τρεις ευχές όταν έλεγε, ζαλιζότανε και σταματούσε.

Αφού όλοι τον βοήθησαν με τάς προσευχάς των, μπορούσε κοντά στον Γέροντα να προσευχηθή λίγο. Αλλά ό διάβολος, επειδή είχε εξουσία επάνω του, τον εβασάνιζεν σφόδρα. Συνέχεια εκινούντο τα χέρια του σπασμωδικά, έκαμνε μορφασμούς, κινήσεις κ.λπ. Στο δωμάτιο συνεχώς εμφανιζόταν και τον απειλούσε, αν δεν πετάξει τα κομποσχοίνια και σταματήσει την ευχή θα τον σπάσει στο ξύλο. Παρ' όλα αυτά ό μικρός νέος την ζώνην του καράτε την εφορούσε και έλεγε: «Αυτήν δεν την βγάζω έστω και αν μου κόψουν το κεφάλι».
Επίσης έσπαζε τούβλα, έκαμνε επιδείξεις δυνάμεως κ.λπ. Βλέπεις του είχε γίνει δευτέρα φύσις. Τελικά, ή πίεσης του εχθρού ήταν τόσο μεγάλη, ώστε αυτό επερίμενεν ό διάβολος: αφού τον βρήκε άοπλο, τον βάζει στον δρόμο κάτω και τον έσπασε στο ξύλο. Συνάμα δε τον καλούσε να πάει γρήγορα πίσω στην Νΐμα.

Ό μικρός θυμήθηκε την τέχνη του καράτε να αμυνθεί, πλην ό διάβολος διαπερνούσε τα χέρια του και τον κτυπούσε μέχρι πού φώναξε «Χριστέ, βοήθα με». Έρχεται τραυματισμένος πίσω και διηγείται το πάθημα, συνάμα δε με παρακλητικήν δέησιν ρωτά πώς θα γλιτώσει το ξύλο από τον διάβολον. Του λέγω εγώ «με το καράτε». Δεν κάνει -λέγει- τίποτε το καράτε. Τότε επείσθη εις την συμβουλήν του γέροντα και επέταξε την ζώνην.


Ό Γέροντας κατόπιν μελέτης απεφάσισε ότι εφ' όσον εξομολογήθη και κατ' άγνοια αλλαξοπίστησε, δεν εκωλύετο να κοινωνήσει, διότι έτσι μόνον θα έσπανε ή δύναμης του σατανά, πλην όμως επροβάλετο το ερώτημα: είναι βαπτισμένος ή όχι. Γράψαμε στην Αθήνα να μάθουμε.

Εν τω μεταξύ ό πόλεμος ήταν αφόρητος. Κατά τάς 24 ώρας του ημερονυκτίου δεν τον άφηνε ό διάβολος να κλείσει μάτι. Μόλις άρχιζεν ή θεία λειτουργία του έφερνε ένα φοβερό λήθαργον, εξάπλωνε και κοιμόταν. Τον ετραβούσαμε από τα πόδια να έλθει έστω και λίγην ώραν και μεθυσμένος του ύπνου απαντούσε «όχι». Τελικά ό διάβολος τον απειλούσε συνεχώς αν δεν αφήσει τα κομποσχοίνια και την ευχήν. Δεν άντεξε ό μικρός και τα πέταξε (τρία κομβοσχοίνια: ένα στο λαιμό και τα δύο στα χέρια).

Του έκανε παρατήρηση ό Γέροντας, πλην όμως δεν άντεχε πλέον και έτσι πάλιν έφυγε. Συμβουλή όλων μας: «πρόσεχε, ποτέ στην Κίνα». Κατά θείαν οικονομίαν συνηντήθη με Σιμωνοπετρίτες μοναχούς. Τον έπεισαν και τους ακολούθησε. Κατά θείαν νεϋσιν, επειδή έχουν και τα μέσα, τηλεφωνούν αμέσως στην Αθήνα και μαθαίνουν ότι ό μικρός εβαπτίσθη το 61 ή 62 εις Αγίαν Τριάδαν Αμπελοκήπων.

Τότε αμέσως τον εκοινώνησαν και, ώ των θαυμάσιων σου Χριστέ, αμέσως έσκασεν ό διάβολος, ειρήνευσεν ό αδελφός Γιώργος, αρκετά και συνάμα απεφάσισε να παραμείνη ως δόκιμος μοναχός. Επειδή όμως έχει μεγάλη εξουσία πάνω του ό εχθρός, χρειάζεται βοήθειαν και εξορκισμούς. Δι' αυτό και ό άγιος Καθηγούμενος όρισε ευλαβή ιερομόναχον να τον έχει υπό την στενή του επίβλεψιν.


Από βάθους καρδίας ας ευχαριστήσωμεν τον Κύριον δια την ευσπλαχνία πού έδειξεν εις τον αδελφόν μας Γιώργον, οπού τον άρπαξε από τα δόντια του εχθρού και όλοι ας ευχόμεθα να καταπατήσει τελείως τον διάβολον και ελπίζουμεν ότι, όταν στερεωθή εις την αρετή, έχει να αποκαλύψει πράγματα ανήκουστα μέχρι σήμερον.

Γνωρίζει θρησκειολογίαν όσον ουδείς και όχι εξωτερικώς, αλλά εσωτερικώς, βιωματικώς, τον βουδισμόν, Κομφουκιανισμόν, Ινδουϊσμόν, πνευματισμόν, μασωνισμόν, δαιμονολατρείαν κ.λπ. και συμπεραίνει ότι όλαι αύται αι θρησκείαι έχουν κοινήν σχέσιν.

Εμπράκτως απορρίπτει και πάσα χριστιανική αίρεσιν και πιστεύει εις μόνην την Ορθόδοξον Εκκλησίαν. Ομιλεί με τόσην σοβαρότητα, ώστε νομίζεις ότι αντιμετωπίζεις άνδρα 40 ετών.


Έγραψα ολίγα από τα πολλά οπού είδα και ήκουσα, παρακινούμενος από αδελφική αγάπη, την οποίαν στέλλω ως δώρον εις τους γνησίους εν Κύπρω αδελφούς, οίτινες αγωνίζονται τον καλόν αγώνα και εξ' αιτίας των οποίων ίσως ακόμη ό Κύριος δεν εγκατέλειψε την αμαρτωλήν πατρίδαν μας.

Ό Γέροντας μας αποστέλλει εις όλους τας ευχάς του.

Ό Ιωαννίκιος, σας ασπάζεται όλους με αγάπη.

Όλη ή αδελφότης σας αγκαλιάζει με την αγάπη και ευχάς της.


Σάς ασπάζομαι όλους με αγάπη, ό αμαρτωλός και ελάχιστος αδελφός σας Ιωσήφ.

http://www.agioritikovima.gr

Οι δοκιμασίες βοηθούν να συνέλθουν οι άνθρωποι

   

           - Γέροντα, μαθαίνω για την ταλαιπωρία των δικών μου. Θα τελειώσουν ποτέ τα βάσανά τους;

                - Κάνε υπομονή, αδελφή μου, και μη χάνεις την ελπίδα σου στον Θεό. Όπως κατάλαβα από όλες τις δοκιμασίες που περνούν οι δικοί σου, ο Θεός σας αγαπάει και επιτρέπει όλες αυτές τις δοκιμασίες για ένα λαμπικάρισμα πνευματικό ολόκληρης της οικογένειας. Εάν εξετάσουμε κοσμικά τις δοκιμασίες της οικογένειάς σου, φαίνεστε δυστυχισμένοι. Εάν  όμως τις εξετάσουμε πνευματικά, είστε ευτυχισμένοι, και στην άλλη ζωή θα σας ζηλεύουν όσοι θεωρούνται σε τούτη την ζωή ευτυχισμένοι. Με αυτόν τον τρόπο ασκούνται και οι γονείς σου, μια που τον αρχοντικό τρόπο, τον πνευματικό, δεν τον γνωρίζουν ή δεν τον καταλαβαίνουν. Πάντως, κρύβεται ένα μυστήριο στις δοκιμασίες του σπιτιού σου, αλλά και σε oρισμένα άλλα σπίτια, ενώ γίνεται τόση προσευχή! «Τις οίδε τα κρίματα του Θεού;». Ο Θεός να βάλη το χέρι Του και να δώση τέρμα στις δοκιμασίες.

                - Γέροντα, δεν γίνεται οι άνθρωποι να συνέλθουν με άλλον τρόπο και όχι με κάποια δοκιμασία;

                - Πριν επιτρέψη ο Θεός να έρθη μια δοκιμασία, εργάστηκε με καλό τρόπο, αλλά δεν τον καταλάβαιναν, γι’ αυτό μετά επέτρεψε την δοκιμασία. Βλέπετε, και όταν ένα παιδί είναι ανάποδο, στην αρχή ο πατέρας του το παίρνει με το καλό, του κάνει τα χατίρια, αλλά, όταν εκείνο δεν αλλάζη, τότε του φέρεται αυστηρά, για να διορθωθή. Έτσι και ο Θεός μερικές φορές, όταν κάποιος δεν καταλαβαίνη με το καλό, του δίνει μια δοκιμασία, για να συνέλθη. Αν δεν υπήρχε λίγος πόνος, αρρώστιες κ.λπ., θα γίνονταν θηρία οι άνθρωποι· δεν θα πλησίαζαν καθόλου στον Θεό.

                Η ζωή αυτή είναι ψεύτικη και σύντομη· λίγα είναι τα χρόνια της. Και ευτυχώς που είναι λίγα, γιατί γρήγορα θα περάσουν οι πίκρες, οι οποίες θα θεραπεύσουν τις ψυχές μας σαν τα πικροφάρμακα. Βλέπεις, οι γιατροί, ενώ οι καημένοι οι άρρωστοι πονούν, τους δίνουν πικρό φάρμακο, γιατί με το πικρό θα γίνουν καλά, όχι με το γλυκό. Θέλω να πω ότι και η υγεία από το πικρό βγαίνει, και η σωτηρία της ψυχής από το πικρό βγαίνει.

Γεροντας Παϊσιος

Άρρωστα παιδάκια ( Γεροντας Παϊσιος )

  

              - Γέροντα, αυτό το άρρωστο παιδάκι, που έφεραν σήμερα οι γονείς του, πολύ ταλαιπωρείται.

                - Ε, σιγά-σιγά θα ξεπεράση την αρρώστια του, αλλά θα του μείνη μια ευαισθησία, για να θυμάται την αρρώστια του, και αυτή η ευαισθησία θα το βοηθάη πνευματικά.

                - Και τα παιδάκια, Γέροντα, που έχουν λευχαιμία πολύ υποφέρουν.

                -Αυτά πολύ τα βοηθάει η Θεία Κοινωνία. Πολλά παιδάκια ξεπέρασαν την αρρώστια τους με την Θεία Κοινωνία. Όταν διαβάζουμε τον 145^ο Ψαλμό, με τον οποίο παρακαλούμε τον Θεό να σταματήσουν οι αιμορραγίες, να προσευχώμασε να βοηθήση ο Θεός τα παιδάκια που έχουν λευχαιμία, αλλά και να υπάρχη αίμα  στα νοσοκομεία για τα παιδιά που έχουν μεσογειακή αναιμία. Τα παιδιά αυτά περνούν μαρτύριο μεγαλύτερο και από το μαρτύριο των παιδιών που έσφαξε ο Ηρώδης. Τα παιδάκια έχουν καθαρό μισθό από την ταλαιπωρία της αρρώστιας, γιατί δεν έχουν αμαρτίες. Πόσα μικρούτσικα παιδιά θα δούμε στην άλλη ζωή να είναι με το μαρτυρικό, το αγγελικό, τάγμα εκείνων των νηπίων! Μωρά δύο μηνών, να τα εγχειρήζουν, να τους βάζουν ενέσεις, ορούς! Που να βρουν φλέβα στα καημένα! Τα τρυπούν από ‘δώ – από ‘κεί... Να βλέπης παιδάκι να έχη όγκο στο κεφάλι και να του κάνουν ακτίνες, να βάζουν κάτι καλώδια σε ένα τόσο δα κεφαλάκι. Εδώ ένας μεγάλος δεν μπορεί να αντέξη, που να αντέξουν τα παιδάκια!

                - Αυτά τα παιδάκια, Γέροντα, τελικά θεραπεύονται ή πεθαίνουν;

                - Ε, πολλά φυσικά πεθαίνουν, αλλά και οι γονείς πως να τα αφήσουν.

                - Γέροντα, αξίζει τον κόπο οι παιδίατροι να προσπαθούν να διατηρήσουν στην ζωή τα πρόωρα βρέφη;

                - Οι γιατροί πρέπει να κάνουν ό,τι μπορούν και παράλληλα να προσεύχωνται γι’ αυτά. «Θεέ μου, να λένε, αν είναι αυτό το παιδί να ζήση και να υποφέρη σε όλη του την ζωή, τότε, Σε παρακαλώ, να το πάρης». Να φροντίζουν όμως να βαπτίζωνται τα βρέφη, και τότε θα τους προϋπαντήσουν στον Παράδεισο με αναμμένη λαμπάδα.

                Και όταν είναι μεγαλύτερα τα παιδιά, πρέπει οι γιατροί πολύ να προσέξουν πως θα πουν την διάγνωση. Οκτώ χρονών παιδάκι του είπε ο γιατρός: «Θα τυφλωθής». Έρχεται και μου λέει και ο πατέρας μπροστά στο παιδί: «Το πήγαμε στο εξωτερικό για εξετάσεις και μας είπαν ότι θα τυφλωθή». Και καλά να είναι το παιδί, η στενοχώρια μπορεί να το χτυπήση όπου έχει ευαισθησία, πόσο μάλλον αν είναι άρρωστο!

Γεροντας Παϊσιος

ΑΠΟΛΥΤΙΚΙΟ ΤΟΥ ΑΓΙΟΥ ΝΕΚΤΑΡΙΟΥ

Fr. Daniel Sysoev: “To Make the Whole World Love Christ”

2009, on November 19, in the church of the Holy Apostle Thomas, north of Moscow, Priest Daniel Sysoev was killed. Below are Seraphim Maamdi’s memories of Father Daniel.

My acquaintance with Fr. Daniel was God’s mercy toward me.
When I watched his disputes with the Muslims and heard his sermons, there arose in me a great desire to get to know him. At that time I was unaware that he had a missionary school. Then I became acquainted with a student-missionary of his, who also spoke with Father about me. Fr. Daniel gladly agreed to make my acquaintance.
When I met him I was impressed by his burning faith and the brave spirit which he was able to share with those around him. I was also amazed by his knowledge of the fundamentals of the faith and his wondrous exgetical gift, by his knowledge of the Holy Scriptures and the interpretations of the Holy Fathers — all of this made an impression on me and inspired me to go by the same path.
Of course, I was also impressed by his love for the Lord, his zeal for His service. He very much loved to preach about Christ; and I can say for myself that the greatest commandment that I received from my preceptor is this: “The purpose of a missionary is to make the whole world love Christ.”
I remember that Father said to me, “Seraphim! There is a large Kurdish population in Saratov. Vladyka blessed us to go there. So — will you go?” I hedge a little and aid that I still wasn’t ready, that I was a bit intimidated. Of course, I was still not very knowledgeable about of luminous faith. At that time I truly wasn’t ready yet, but after his martyric end, my brother and I, with the blessing of Bishop Longin, made the first missionary journey to Saratov.
He called me to bravery and said many things that I will remember for my entire life, especially this: “If a man sets out on the path of missionary, there is no way back. The Lord will demand of such people the talent that they received and buried.” And this: “Prayer is the most important thing in the missionary life: unceasing prayer is first, last and central. It is an essential part of the life of the missionary. The study of the Holy Scriptures is one of three chief activities of the missionary. And, as you understand, all of this is in the liturgy. Therefore, the more you go to services, the more success awaits you in your mission.” And also: “We preach the Gospel for the sake of God, before Him, and for the salvation of people.”
I told him that our people are simply fed up with religious lies, that they are going to the torments of hell without murmuring. He strove by all means to help us in missionary work among the Kurds. First of all he gave us books of the New Testament in the Kurdish language. (By the way, I learned to read in Kurdish from that very book which Fr.Daniel gave me.) He told us to assemble the Kurds in order to read passages to them. He also applied his abilities to the task of translation. Such concern amazed and inspired me. I remember once we were discussing the possibility of a missionary journey to the Iraqi Kurds (who are in a center of Yazidism), so that there also the preaching of Christ might conquer the local Kurdish population. I said that I knew our laguage only poorly, and that moreover there is a different dialect there (Sorani), and that I was sure to receive a martyr’s crown there, since the radicalism of the Iraqis is known to the whole world.
Fr. Daniel told me to fear nothing, that the Muslims had threatened him personally fourteen times, saying that they would behead him — but should we hold back out of fear? The important thing, he said, is to firmly and bravely bear the Word of God, and to be witnesses of Christ, lest we forget that this is a great honor. (I believe that, by Fr. Daniel’s prayers, the time will come when the Word of God will be preached there.)
He often said spoke of martrydom, as if he knew that the Lord would glorify him in precisely this way. And behold, the Lord made him worthy of a martyr’s crown. The ancient Christians rejoiced in this situation, but we were saddened.
I remember that when I learned of his death I was very grieved and thought, “If only he could have had a few more years.” But later I acknowledged that the will of God is in all things. I humbled myself and glorified God, for now we have an intercessor in heaven, the hieromartyr Daniel, who prays for us and helps us in our missionary endeavors. I would even say that he is continuing his missionary work.
Not long before his death there was a striking event. One one of the Muslim forums, I found a photo of Fr. Daniel. The Muslisms, with the help of photoshop, had given him the clothing of a medieval crusader, and a sword, all against the background of a certain church. This made me laugh quite a bit, and I decided to show Fr. Daniel. We were very amused and Fr Daniel asked me to put it in a frame, so that I could remember him by it.
After his martyric end, when I was burdened with deep sorrow, remembering him, I looked at the photo from my personal archive. When I saw the photo, I was simply stunned. I became apparent that the church in front of which he was standing in the photograph was the same Church of the Apostles Peter and Paul in Yasenevo, where his funeral was held!
After his death, many people became interested in his labors, and gradually they came to Christ. I personally know many people who came to the Church through his books.
I remember when his honorable body was in the Church, a great number of people came to bid farewell to him, and many of them had a feeling as if a great holy thing had been brought. Peope with their children piously venerated the honorable relics of the saint. It was amazing, but that was how God disposed the people. Before long, Orthodox people from Serbia, Greece, the USA and other countries began to venerate Fr. Daniel as a hieromartyr. As the Lord says: “I will glorify them that glorify me.” (I Kings 2:30)

Everyone wondered at his love and fatherly concern. I remember our first missionary journey to Moscow. Father served a moleben, gave counsels and admonitions. We opened a map of Moscow and divided it up by regions. We got a very good education, so that we would be able to preach the Gospel and be ready to give answer about our hope with meekness and piety. (I Pet. 3:15)
Our last meeting was deeply moving. On the day before his martyric end, the lecture was led by Yuri Maksimov, who later became Deacon George. After the lecture we discussed many things, particularly the questions of Ouranopolitism and Nationalism. Father said that our citizenship is in heaven (Phil. 3:20), and that a Christian must not be attached to anything earthly. We are on the earth as if in a guest house, but our home is there, where Christ is at the right hand of the Father. His last lecture was about God the Father. He gave this lecture on the day before his death.
Just a few months before his death I asked Fr. Daniel’s blessing to establish two networking groups. One was about himself (in order to publish his lectures and articles), while the other was for doing missionary work among muslims. Amazingly, after his death the groups were filled with people, and many acknowledged that they started coming to the Church by reading hearing his lectures and reading his books.
I received three blessings from Fr. Daniel: for missionary work, for frequent Communion (every Sunday), and just a few days before his death I asked his blessing to write a book.
Yazidism has a very distorted view of Christianity, and Father counseled me to deal with this problem. I believe that he is praying for me and helping me to write apologetic works. I feel his help. It happens that a question arises, and you listen to his lectures and immediately find the answers to your questions.
I am truly thankful to the Lord that he vouchsafed me to study with the Hieromartyr Daniel. I finished his one-year missionary course. If I were now to forsake missionary activity, this would be very base and unjust toward him, since he gave his life for Christ, giving us an example of how serious he was, that he loved not his own life, even unto death (Rev. 12:11). As one of the great missionaries said, missionary work is a truly holy work, equal to that of the apostles. Blessed is the one whom the Lord choses and places in such service (St. Innocent of Moscow).
When he preached to non-Christians and the heterodox, he manifest an exalted love for them. What could be more important than the salvation of a human soul? Because of this love he was made worthy of a martyr’s crown. It is wondrous, but it happened just as the Lord said: “There will come a time when everyone who kills you will think that he is serving God.” (John 16:2)
As His Holiness Patriarch Tikhon of Moscow and All Russia said in his condolences on the death of Fr Daniel, “The Lord has called His faithful servant to himself, having given him the ability to become a confessor of the faith and a martyr of the Gospel.”
And Paul admonishes us: “Remember your preceptors, who preached the word of God to you and, looking to their end, imitate their faith.” (Hebrews 13:7)
He opened to the Holy Scriptures to me in the light of the Holy Fathers, made me wise in the faith of Christ, and also taught me to bear the Word of God. Now he is praying for us at the throne of God, so that we might painstakingly bear the Gospel of the Kingdom of God. Now is the acceptable time. We must gather all the children of God into unity of faith, for many have forgotten the chief commandment of the Gospel, to preach the Gospel to all creatures. (Mk. 16:15) In the person of the Apostles, the Lord commanded all Christians: “Go forth and teach all nations.” (Matt. 28:19) We must convince all people to come to the Truth, and we must bring them to Him. This is the will of God.
As St. John Chrysostom said: “It is a great virtue to boldly and openly preach Christ and to prefer this to everything else. It is so great and wondrous that the Only-Begotten Son of God confesses such a man before His Father, although this reward is not proportionate. You preach on the earth, and He preaches in the heavens; You before men, and He before His father and all the angels.”

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τι σχέση έχουμε με τον Θεό.

Όση η χαρά μας,

τόση είναι και η σχέση μας με τον Θεό.

Η χαρά αρμόζει σε μας

και γι’ αυτήν μπορούμε να ζούμε.
Αυτή κάνει τόσο εύκολη τη ζωή μας."


Γέροντας Αιμιλιανός Σιμωνοπετρίτης

H ΓΕΝΟΚΤΟΝΙΑ ΤΩΝ ΠΟΝΤΙΩΝ (Full Documentary)

Η υπομονή στους πόνους

Όταν μας βρίσκη μια αρρώστια, καλά είναι να αφηνώμαστε στον Χριστό εν λευκώ. Να σκεφτώμαστε ότι η ψυχή μας έχει μεγαλύτερη ανάγκη από υπομονή και δοξολογία στους πόνους παρά από ατσαλένιο σώμα με το οποίο μπορούμε να κάνουμε μεγάλους σωματικούς αγώνες, οι οποίοι όμως ίσως μας κάνουν να καυχηθούμε, χωρίς να το καταλάβουμε, γιατί θα νομίσουμε ότι με το σπαθί μας θα κερδίσουμε τον Παράδεισο.

Ξέρετε πόσα χρόνια έχω άλλοτε υποφερτό πόνο και άλλοτε ανυπόφορο; Ο υποφερτός είναι μια μόνιμη κατάσταση. Πόσα τράβηξα πρώτα από την βρογχεκτασία και έπειτα με την εγχείρηση που έκανα! Έπειτα άρχισαν ιστορίες με τα έντερα. Ύστερα, μισή χρονιά την πέρασα με την δισκοπάθεια· πονούσα πολύ. Δεν μπορούσα να κάνω ούτε τις μετάνοιες που έκανα, αλλά δυσκολευόμουν και να εξυπηρετηθώ, ενώ χρειαζόταν να υπηρετήσω και τον κόσμο που ερχόταν. Στην συνέχεια μου παρουσιάστηκε κάτι σκληρό στην κοιλιά· μου είπαν ότι ήταν κήλη. Όταν κουραζόμουν, πονούσε και πρηζόταν πολύ. Μια μέρα, παραμονή του Αγίου Παντελεήμονος, ήταν πρησμένο και πονούσα. Έπρεπε όμως να πάω στην Σκήτη, στην ολονυκτία. Είπα: «θα πάω και ό,τι θέλει ας γίνη», γιατί έπρεπε να πάω. Στην διάρκεια της αγρυπνίας σκέφθηκα να καθήσω λίγο, αλλά είπα «αν κατεβάσω εγώ το στασίδι, για να καθήσω, θα το κατεβάσουν όλοι», οπότε προτίμησα να μην καθήσω καθόλου. Μετά από δώδεκα ώρες που κράτησε η αγρυπνία υπέθεσα ότι θα χειροτερέψη πολύ. Όταν επέστρεψα στο Κελλί μου, δεν πρόλαβα καλά-καλά να μπω μέσα, χτύπησε το καμπανάκι. «Ε, Πάτερ, άνοιξε!», ακούω κάποιον να φωνάζη. Έβαλα τα γέλια. «Εντάξει, είπα, τώρα θα πάμε συνέχεια». Και πράγματι σε λίγο ήρθαν και άλλοι και άλλοι. Το βράδυ που τελείωσα με τον κόσμο, είδα ότι είχε εξαφανισθή τελείως! Την άλλη ημέρα, ενώ είχα ξεκουραστή, πάλι παρουσιάστηκε! Έπειτα με εμπόδιζε και με πονούσε, αλλά και το καμάρωνα κιόλας. Αφού ο Χριστός το ήξερε, ήξερε και ότι με βοηθάει, γι’ αυτό το άφηνε. Πέντε χρόνια κράτησε αυτό. Ξέρεις τι δυσκολία;

- Και τότε, Γέροντα, που είχατε πρόβλημα με τα πόδια σας;

- Εκείνο ήταν άλλο. Δεν μπορούσα να σταθώ όρθιος. Όταν ερχόταν κόσμος, ζοριζόμουν. Πέρασε εκείνο, μετά άρχισε η αιμορραγία. «Ελκώδη κολίτιδα», μου είπαν. Άλλη ιστορία... Πάνε επτά χρόνια με αιμορραγίες, με πόνους... Αλλά μη στεναχωριέσθε· μόνο να εύχεσθε για την υγεία της ψυχής μου. Εγώ χαίρομαι που με τίμησε ο Θεός και μου έδωσε αυτό το δώρο και δεν θέλω να μου το στερήση. Δόξα τω Θεώ· ο Θεός το επιτρέπει, για να βοηθηθώ κατ’ αυτόν τον τρόπο. Έτσι δίνουμε εξετάσεις στην υπομονή. Τώρα αυτό, ύστερα το άλλο... «Υπομονής χρείαν έχομεν». Γιατί, αν εμείς που έχουμε λίγο φόβο Θεού, δεν κάνουμε υπομονή, τι θα κάνουν οι κοσμικοί; Αν και βλέπω ότι πολλοί λαϊκοί μας ξεπερνούν στην αρετή. Μου έλεγαν οι γονείς μου ότι οι Φαρασιώτες, όταν αρρώσταιναν, δεν έτρεχαν αμέσως στον Χατζεφεντή να τους θεραπεύση. Υπέμεναν πρώτα τους πόνους, όσο μπορούσαν, ανάλογα με το φιλότιμο και την υπομονή τους, διότι θεωρούσαν ευλογία να υποφέρουν. «Ας βασανίσω κι εγώ, έλεγαν, λίγο την ψυχή μου για τον Χριστό, αφού ο Χριστός βασανίστηκε πολύ, για να με σώση». Και, όταν πια έβλεπαν ότι πήγαιναν πίσω οι δουλειές τους και ταλαιπωρούνταν η οικογένειά τους, τότε πήγαιναν στον Χατζεφεντή να τους θεραπεύση. Βλέπεις τι φιλότιμο είχαν! Όταν εκείνοι, που ήταν λαϊκοί, σκέφτονταν έτσι και έκαναν υπομονή, εγώ σαν καλόγερος πως πρέπει να σκέφτωμαι; Ο Χριστός είπε: «Εν τη υπομονή υμών κτήσασθε τας ψυχάς υμών». Βλέπετε, ο Θεός δεν ευχαριστήθηκε τόσο από τις ελεημοσύνες του Ιώβ, όταν είχε όλα τα αγαθά, όσο από την υπομονή του τον καιρό της δοκιμασίας.

- Γέροντα, όταν λέτε ότι ένας άνθρωπος κάνει υπομονή στους πόνους, εννοείτε ότι δεν δείχνει καθόλου ότι πονάει;

- Στην εσχάτη ανάγκη μπορεί να αφήση να γίνη στους άλλους λίγο αντιληπτό. Μπορεί να πη ότι πονάει, αλλά όχι σε τι βαθμό. Γιατί, αν δεν το κάνη καθόλου γνωστό στους άλλους, οι άλλοι μπορεί να σκανδαλίζωνται από κάποια συμπεριφορά του. Αν λ.χ. ένας μοναχός υποφέρη από κάτι και δεν μπορή να πάη στην Ακολουθία, ίσως να βλαφτή κάποιος που δεν έχει καλούς λογισμούς.


  Γεροντας Παϊσιος

Homily on Almsgiving

Again, we are given time by our Lord and God and Savior Jesus Christ for the seeds of almsgiving to fall upon our hearing. Again, Christ has given us the sower to imitate, who sowed his seed on good earth, and from it reaped a hundred-fold. For behold the message which is proclaimed from his hands. Behold the theater of almsgiving that has been gathered. For within have been called the lovers of God, and the lovers of honor and the lovers of the poor. Those who fervently desire crowns are called. For God is standing by, He Who grants confirmation, receiving the little money given by the lovers of the poor, and granting them the Kingdom of Heaven. I entreat you, let none of us forfeit this grace. Let none of us neglect this great and world-transcending gift for a little money: no poor man, nor rich man, nor servant, nor free man, nor wise man, nor worker, nor man, nor woman. But I entreat all of you, with diligence let us purchase the Kingdom of Heaven.

And let none of the poor say: “I am poor”, for he is first bound in constraint, and he thinks that he appears to have a perfect defense to God. For what would the poor man say: “I have no money, I cannot buy daily food, I am worried all day that I might find a way to survive. I beautify, I have children, I struggle, and the strength of my body wilts. And you sit in judgment of my struggles, while you reward others?” You speak of your struggles alone, and you think that the strength of your body is your possession. And do you not believe that, regardless of how small it may be, with the strength and power of your work, you can perform almsgiving? It is better to give a little with your body, that your soul might be granted a great treasure. For if I have ten coins and I give nine to the body and one to the soul, because of this, are all things of life put aside? If you make fifty coins, and give God five for the weak, and keep forty-five for yourself, the soul is strengthened, as is the body by continuous prayer, and you receive grace for further work, and to receive further reward, and you become richer than the rich by almsgiving. But you will always tell me: “And what do you say I will receive from this? For I will not be named 'poor', but 'a debtor to God'. And what do you say has happened to me?” Believe the Scripture which tells you: “He who has mercy on the poor lends to God” (Proverbs 19:17). And have you heard from Him: “Whatever you do to the least of these, you do it to me” (Matthew 25:40)?

You do not have to sit a long while in the market place till you see a rich man approaching, and you praise him saying: “Blessed is this rich man, for he has no needs of his own, but lends to others.” And though he lends to men, you lend to God. He from his struggles receives with effort and conflict in sin. You from God receive without toil, without care, and with joy a hundred-fold. He receives in this rocky life, you in the endless and eternal life which you inherit. If you do not believe me, believe God who informs us with an oath, and says: “Amen I tell you, you will receive a hundred-fold, and inherit eternal life.” (Matthew 19:29) He does not think that he will become less by giving to the poor, nor that he would become poor by giving to the poor. If the poor man has mercy on the poor man, he does not become poor, but is praised, and is more so insured against poverty. Do you hear the Prophet who says: “I was young and now I am old, yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken, or their children begging bread”, and again: “The righteous man has mercy and lends all the day, and his seed is blessed” (Psalms 37:25-26)? Why is it blessed? Because he who sows with a blessing, reaps with a blessing. As you take care towards your bodily needs, take care of those of your soul. For nothing else is needed by the soul, other than to cover the widow and orphan and poor man. Do not leave your soul to be seen naked by God on that fearsome and terrible day, but become arrayed in light through almsgiving, and appear with all glory before God. For God says through the Prophet: “Share your bread with the poor, and bring poor wanderers into your home, and then your light will break forth like the dawn, and your healing will quickly appear; then your righteousness will go before you” (Isaiah 58:7-8). Do you see how great a share you are granted for a bit of bread or for a coin that you part with? Do you know how much light is the fruit of almsgiving? Do you wish to learn how great a treasure is granted to us for giving but a small amount to the poor?

 

St. John Chrysostom

 

New Hieromartyr Sabbas, Who Was Skinned Alive By the Ustashi (+ 1941)

During the Second World War the Gornokarlovatsky Diocese found itself on the territory of the puppet Independent Croatian State and suffered in ways that had never been seen before. It seems as if most of the devilish evil of the Croat fascists fell to its lot. Obviously, the tragedy was that the Diocese was located in the very heart of the newly-formed State, very close to the Croat capital of Zagreb. During the genocide which took place between 1941 and 1945, 65 Orthodox priests were murdered by the Ustashi, 116 churches were completely destroyed, 39 others seriously damaged and over 160 parish and monastic libraries were completely or partially destroyed.


Vladyka Sabbas was born on 6 July 1884 in Mol to the family of Stephen and Elizabeth Trlaich and was baptized Svetozar. After studying at grammar school and then seminary in Sremski Karlovtsy, he graduated from the faculty of law at the University of Belgrade. He was ordained deacon and then priest in 1909. From 1909 to 1927 Fr Svetozar served as a parish priest. In early 1927 he was appointed to an administrative post at the Holy Synod and then became its secretary. Widowed, in 1929 he took his monastic vows with the name of Sabbas and became rector and archimandrite of the Monastery of Krushedol. He served there until 1934, when he was appointed Vicar-Bishop of Sremski. He was consecrated bishop in Sremski Karlovtsy on 30 September 1930 by Patriarch Barnabas of Serbia. As Patriarchal Vicar, Vladyka Sabbas chaired the diocesan council of the Archdiocese of Belgrade-Karlovtsy until November 1936 and from then until early 1937 he chaired the ecclesiastical court. Then, on 4 September 1938, he was appointed Bishop of Gornji Karlovac, with his residence in Plashkom.



The German invasion of Yugoslavia and the ensuing proclamation of an Independent Croatian State saw Plashkom occupied by the Italians, but at the end 1941, it was handed over to the Croat Ustashi. On this, Bishop Sabbas and nine priests were taken hostage. On 23 May 1941 the Ustashi occupied the bishop's residence and expelled the bishop. On 8 June the notorious executioner Josip Tomlenovich appeared at the residence and ordered any diocesan money and papers of importance to be handed over to the Ustashi. Bishop Sabbas was ordered to leave the town and head for Serbia. However, he refused to do this and stated that he could not abandon his diocese and his people.


On 17 June 1941 Vladyka was arrested together with other well-known Serbs and priests who did not wish to leave the place of their ministry. The Ustashi locked their prisoners into a cowshed and set an armed guard. For one month all those arrested and especially Bishop Sabbas were subjected to humiliation and torture on a daily basis. They were then sent to the notorious concentration camp at Gospich. The prisoners were taken from the railway station at Gospich to the local prison and again subjected to humiliation and torture.



In the first half of August 1941 about 2,000 Serbs were taken from Gospich to Velebita, Bishop Sabbas among them. It is supposed that he was murdered there, at the same time as about 8,000 other Serbs, in August 1941. The Holy Synod of the Serbian Church constantly, but unsuccessfully, called for the forces of occupation to explain what had happened to Bishop Sabbas and other Serbian bishops on the territory of the Independent Croatian State and tried to obtain their release.


Unfortunately, we have no exact information about the circumstances of the martyrdom of Bishop Sabbas. However, the Serbian historian, Velibor Dzhomich in his book, Ustashi Crimes Against Serbian Priests, quotes a testimony which may throw some light on the question. According to this, a Fr Iovan Silashki wrote the following in an issue of The Banat Herald newspaper:




Hieromartyr Sabbas (Trlaich), Bishop of Gornji Karlovac



In 1941 the Gornokarlovatsky Diocese was under the control of the dreadful Ustashi regime. The bishop and the priests were told that they were undesirables and that they must abandon their flocks. The Roman Catholic Archbishop of Zagreb, Aloysius Stepinac, openly told Vladyka that he must leave "Croatian" Karlovac, otherwise he would be liquidated. Vladyka answered him: "Even if it costs me my head, I will not abandon my people!"


Soon it became clear that the Catholic Archbishop was not joking. Vladyka Sabbas was arrested and horribly tortured. During the tortures and beatings in Plashkom, the Ustashi used a gramophone to play the hymn, "As many as have been baptized in Christ, have put on Christ."


When they took Vladyka to his place of execution, his mother stood in front of the church and waited for him. She wanted to see her son for one last time and make her farewells. However, the executioners did not allow her to do this. Vladyka nevertheless blessed his mother, his legs tied, and went to his death.


A few years after this a stranger walked into the church in Bashaida, where Vladyka had served. He spoke to the postmaster Sabbas Saravolets.


"Did you know Vladyka Sabbas Trlaich," asked the stranger, "I heard that he was priest here."


"Of course, Vladyka was my teacher. I'm grateful to him for everything I have managed to do in life. How do you know Vladyka?"


"I was an eyewitness of his sufferings," answered the stranger. "The Ustashi butchers took Vladyka to a clearing and continued to torture him there. They tore his skin off him and then covered him with salt. Then they buried him alive, with just his head protruding, brought an iron harrow and pulled it across his head until he gave up his soul to God. What happened after that, I don't know. Maybe the Ustashi threw him into one of the many precipices there, which they used as graves for the Serbs. So even in death he wasn't separated from his people."



In 2000 Hieromartyr Sabbas was glorified by the Council of Bishops of the Serbian Orthodox Church as a hieromartyr. A true son of his people, he showed himself to be a true pastor, laying down his life for his flock, and his ministry was crowned by martyrdom. His memory is celebrated on April 22.

Experience of God

 

“Elder, tell me about God, speak to me, how is he?”

The elder did not speak and I continued to drive, on curves furthermore on the mountain.

My God! I began suddenly feeling God everywhere. In the car, outside on the mountains, far in the distant galaxies. He was everywhere, he filled everything, but he was nothing of all of these things. An essence which pierced through all the other ones, without getting mixed up or being confused with these. A power present everywhere, which nevertheless no one perceives, outside of every viewpoint. Someone cannot discover it with this own haughty effort. A power which only is self revealed. All these mountains, stars, trees, people, existed and were maintained alive thanks to His power. He could in one moment annihilate them, for them to cease existing without noise or thunder or resistance. Just as we turn the switch and in one moment the light disappears.

He’s so almighty and nevertheless so courteous. He does not pressure anyone with his almightyness or his presence. He is so near us and so unseeable simultaneously, so that we do not feel any burden, some obligation from his presence alone. So that he does not burden us at all, to not create any obligation to us, to leave us completely free, to do whatever we want. Not for us to be forced by his beauty to some degree. He could easily impose his love not with fears and power and strength, but simply with the sweetness of His presence, which no one could resist. Yet, He does not do it, out of an infinite, incomprehensible respect for man’s freedom.
He doesnt do it, out of love for man. He loves us so much, he desires us so much strongly that his innards are burned, out of desire and love for us. For this reason he limits himself, he disappears from our perception and tries in a thousand ways, with infinite wisdom with dreadful attention and interest, as a âœraging” lover to draw us to his love. To wake us up, to motivate our interest, to make us understand and love Him.

He sits and occupies himself with each one of us personally, and simultaneously with the whole universe, the infinitely powerful one. And because he has interest for this infinite universe the love and interest he has for each one of us personally is not lessened not even to the slightest degree, does not subside even in thought.

God wants our love. He does not demand it. Love is an emotion which is born and lives only in the air of freedom, outside of it, it ceases existing, it is perverted, altered, it dies. For this reason, God leaves us completely free to gain our love, which can be born only in this freedom.

What do we have and God loves us? Some beauty, some smartness, some power, some virtue? Nothing! We are nonexistent before Him and His gifts. And not only do we not have something worth it for one to love us, but we also have very many things which stink and push away and strongly urge someone to be averted from us and to hate us. We are fainthearted to His generosity. Of very slight intelligence before a vast intellect. Wicked before His smartness. Grabbers, at the moment when He wholeheartedly offers. That which He grants us richly, overflowing, we want to grab. We respond to His kindness with grabbing and mockery. Ungrateful to His benefactions. Haughty in behavior before His almightyness. Sly and insufficient before His Wisdom. He wants to grant us His Grace, He wants to give us beauty, life, Wisdom, power. We do not want to take them as gifts. Our egotism destroys them, our pride makes them filthy. We cannot keep any of His gifts due to our evil disposition. And if something of these remains in our soul, we immediately get puffed up from pride, as if we obtained them with our value, as if it is not a gift, without toil. We lift up our eyebrow and look down at our neighbor. The gift is lifted up and leaves from our soul. God opposes the prideful, while to the humble He gives grace” “Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above coming down from the Father of Lights” (James 1:17).

What can I say? Where should I stop? A big bunch of horribleness we are. Our fallen human nature, which voluntarily remains fallen and sunk in the filth of the passions, only regurgitation and asphyxiation it calls forth from its filth.

As the prophet Isaiah also used to say. It does not refer to a wound which is rotting, of a deep wound which man.. has wholly from head to fingernails he is one wound. Where can you put gauze? Where medicine?…God Himself, Christ was needed to recreate from the beginning, with His birth, our nature which voluntarily and with rage we destroyed on our own. He out of kindness and love to reform it from the beginning.

This is human nature today. It was not thus always. We were not created thus, we ended up thus. Our choices formulated us thus. We constantly choose evil and thus destroy ourselves. And whereas we were created beautiful, bright, almighty, wise and honored, dominating the material world, immortal, we ended up today mortal, dark, subject to the needs of material life, to pain, to illness, to affliction, to corruption, to death. We do not have knowledge, we do not have wisdom, as blind people we go about in the world, we rip and fall and are wounded and don’t know where we tripped, because we fell, who puts us obstacles to trip on and he tries to throw us into wild valleys and to kill us, to laugh mockingly, and to celebrate in his wickedness, the man hater, the inventor of wickedness, the father of falsehood, the ancient dragon, our very ancient enemy, the devil.

And God loves us. He still loves us. With a love which burns, with a love which trembles with longing, with a love which overlooks the pain which we cause it, with a love which accepts to enter into our toil, which accepts to suffer from the craziness of our evil. O my God! How much pain do we cause you!

God loved us so much, that He accepted to become a man. He moderated His majesty in our humility. He accepted to ascend on the Cross. He accepted to leave the devil with his sly plots to put Him up on the Cross and there, to crush the head for the snake. Now henceforth we can defeat the devil whenever we want. And all these for our sake. For me and for you.

I continued feeling God and to understand Him with my heart. A deep calmness flooded me. Every fear was annihilated. Since the almighty God exists, since He knows everything, since He is so good, since He is so wise, since He loves me so much, what should I fear?

I am in His embrace! I am in His palm. Who can do anything to me?…I was certain of the beginning, the course and the end of the world. I rejoiced, because in the end, as always He will be the victor and kindness and holiness will triumph.

God is Spirit! The world is matter. The spirit surpasses matter, supports it in existence, brings it into existence, maintains it in existence, however it is a completely other thing from matter. Matter is destined to disappear. The spirit always exists. Time is a result, a quality of matter. In the matter the spirit exists time does not exist. Eternity is the manner of existence of the Spirit. Past and future coincide in a vast present. It is simultaneously everywhere from the infinite universe and in my car.

He is very simple in nature, however so mysterious. How deeply my soul was satisfied! How much I rejoiced! How much I was comforted! How much do I want to relive it again! I rejoice in the thought that when I die I will begin, I hope, to live near Him. So much that…I long to die. I would like to die today, if I knew that I would meet Him. I fear my sin, my evil, that it might separate me from Him.

I remember that I read in Saint John Damascene “We believe in one God, immaterial, unlimited, infinite, without beginning, eternal, almighty, immortal, timeless, noetic light…” (Saint John Damascene, “Precise Exposition of the Orthodox Faith”).

I don’t think that this state lasted a lot. If I judge from the road the car did, 3-4 kilometers probably, but due to the many curves I was going slowly.

I certainly was not, as I am now that I am writing. I had suffered a change… distinct. Man is altered from many things. From drink, from narcotics, from pleasure, from the climate, from water, from pain, affliction, fear, however… this alteration… does not have a match. It is unique.

I lived in a form of… ecstasy, a type of intoxication, without however having lost my senses and my contact with the material world. A “vigilant intoxication” as the ancient ascetics and Saints characterize it in their writings.

As if someone pulled away a curtain from my mind, from my soul, and I began living in the same world on the one hand, but in the whole world, whereas first I lived in a part of it.

Imagine a deaf person who suddenly begins hearing. He lived in the same world, but without the sounds. Now he hears too.

Imagine a blind person who suddenly begins seeing. The same world now has images and colors too.

So thus I also lived in the same world, just that I felt God also and within Him many many, deep, important, and beautiful things. I was suddenly a partaker of the material and of the spiritual world. I imagine somewhat thus must people have been. Adam and Eve in Paradise must have been much better, because as the Holy Scripture also says, they saw, heard and spoke with God. Then human nature had not yet suffered the destruction, which I have today. The sensorial spiritual instruments worked well. My own “spiritual eyes” no longer see. They were covered with the thick scales of my evil. “My spiritual ears” no longer hear. They were plugged up from the mud of my sin. “My spiritual language” became paralyzed from the laziness of the soul. I am wholly buried in the filth of my passions.

Someone took me out for one moment from in there, and I also lived as a human. Now I again live like a filthy and sick man, deaf, blind and senseless.

Do I truly desire I wonder to live thus? If they granted it to me again, I would accept it joyfully. Now I know the path to go there on my own. However I don’t walk this path and no one is at fault outside of my laziness. I know well, that, if I work in the vineyard of my Lord Jesus Christ, I will certainly arrive there. And the work is for me to keep His commandments. The keeping of the commandments produces a spiritual work. Some effort of soul mainly is needed. Keeping the commandments the soul learns many things and simultaneously is cleansed and the spiritual instruments begin slowly slowly functioning.

Unfortunately I don’t do that which each of you probably did. For this reason I believe that I am worthy of every shame and am responsible also before you and the whole of humanity that a treasure was granted to me and I don’t utilize it. So I am a useless and ungrateful person. The only thing that remains for me to do is to ascertain it, to admit it, to confess it. I don’t despair however, because I know His mercy and love. I hope to be honor loving… a bit… sometime… with His help.

If I were truly a man with love of honor, with good disposition, I would be struggling now with fervor and zeal, as the elder does.

Make notice of something else, too. Did you pay attention to the generosity of the elder, who imitates God, our Lord Jesus Christ?

What did I ask of him? A few words… Some discussions. How did he respond to my request? With a wholehearted fiery prayer, which moved God, and I the wretched one lived this incalculable experience. What wealth! What generosity! My God, forgive me!! How much must he love me to pray so fervently for me?

All these things I write without toil, without thought. I am not sitting to construct thoughts, soap bubbles of the mind without content. Usually the people of our age work with the… head. They sit, they think-think, pressure their mind, to produce thoughts and knowledges.

Because they think that the instrument of knowledge is only logic. Leave that some from the great pressuring they do to the mind… get unscrewed. Others less others more, and they run afterwards to the psychiatrists. Sunk in ignorance and darkness, we are ignorant not only of the outer world but also of the inner world, of our own self. Inside there, there is another instrument of knowledge. Faith. Within faith one lives many things. He lives them and does not think of them. Afterwards comes the mind, logic to arrange them, to make them thoughts, words, letters, whichever of these can become thoughts and words. Most things cannot be “translated” into human language. The soul is much more wealthy, deeply, penetrating and sensing than our language.

I pray all of you to want to live these things. To not just read them, to think of them, to discuss them, to criticize them and to consume them only. I pray that you will seek them in your life, as others seek money, glory. If you toil more than a merchant, if you show the same persistence as an athlete or dancer, you will achieve, I think. The Holy Mountain is a very good door, to enter into Orthodoxy, but there also exist “Athonites” aside from the Holy Mountain, people with gifts and love. Just as there exist non-Athonites, people outside of the Haghioritic Tradition, inside the Holy Mountain.

“Ask and it shall be given to you, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened to you” (Math. 7:7).

I get frustrated and grieve that I cannot describe this experience. I read them and it does not resound even one-thousandth from this experience from within this text. How can I describe? How can I say how true, how deep, how intense, how calm, so joyous, so satisfying, so healing how tender, how warm, how friendly, how protective, how life-giving… how joyous… how, how, how of all the good things it was.

I remember phrases from Christian ancient texts. “God becomes all things for those who love Him: he becomes nourishment, garment, comfort, consolation, knowledge, power… all things.

At some moment I began telling the Elder these things I am feeling. He was not speaking. He did not want me to speak of these. He did not want me to realize that he was the cause. What was I telling him the lost one? Come, dear father, to show you your vineyards, which our race also says.

Slowly slowly, little by little, it went out,.. it was lost it pulled back… or rather my perception closed. The gift finished…. What did it leave behind? Gratitude, deep satisfaction, but also unhealable thirst for Him. How can one be simultaneously deeply satisfied also, but also feel His deep lack? To be very joyous that he met Him, but also unto writing saddened that he lost Him? How poor the yogis and the Gurus seem! How false! How wretched! Sunk in the most basic ignorance, deceived in false imaginations, they praise themselves and get puffed up for these things they know… for their experiences! But if you don’t know God, then what do you know? If you don’t possess the most basic, the most central thing, then what do you possess?

They resemble some gypsies who dress themselves with flashy colors, with loud jewelry, with a loud and badly showing offing manner, far from coordination and fashion. And once they dress up thus, they go to an atmosphere aristocratic from many generations, to be praised without imagining the poor ones how much more they are humiliated.

We have a God who is a true aristocrat. We have a god who gave us the right to call him Father. We have a God who calls us His children. We have a God who became man for us, our Lord Jesus Christ, who is not ashamed not to call us, but to become our brother.

The poor things don’t have anything… Just false, lifeless, idols, thousands of imaginary deities, theories and practices, which don’t lead anywhere. They turn in the emptiness and don’t encounter anything except the false sense and the delusion with which the devil keeps them imprisoned. Until he destroys them or makes them his instruments… and both for their eternal hardship.

Elder Paisios